Another little life taken to heaven - our fourth miscarriage.
I couldn't believe it to find out that we were expecting again! An April baby! I was in shock, and though I wasn't "planning" for this, I got excited and ready for the sickness and exhaustion.
The tiredness came, but very little sickness - a blessing from God. So in a way, I thought that with no nausea I'd probably miscarry, but you never know - maybe God would do something different!!
But then... days before we were going to announce it, there was no heartbeat, and we lost our baby.
From the very moment - like 5 minutes after finding out that the baby was on its way - God gave me this song that it's in the video above. Though this baby wasn't in our plans, God allowed it.
Then He took it - after allowing me to be the one to carry it for a while.
And while I never want to go through this again - His ways are higher than mine.
With losing this baby, this song means even more.
Our six earthside blessings.
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